My last night waitressing on video.
I feel very free and light but a fairly large amount of anxiety has set in. I have to work on that. I think I will always have to work on my self doubt. When you have waitressed for a really long time, it becomes a part of your identity. It feels good not to get to go to the bitter waitress reality. Thanks for reading. I’ll continue to write I am sure.
Going to restaurants and being waited on still carries a ton of baggage and I always find myself sucking up royally to the server. It’s pretty awkward.